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A lot's been on my mind lately and I don't really have the best venue to vent other than a few close friends IRL. Something about "announcing" things on facebook and the like somehow makes it feel more official and offers a weird sense of comfort and resolution lol


Well first is that I got my first paying art job yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy LOL I'm freelancing 2d traditional animation for Titmouse! who would've thought.........since I think I kind of suck at animating haha but I'm grateful they gave me a chance, hopefully I can work my way into the company or switch to the design department lol


Seconddddddddddd is this thing that's creeping up on me and making me a little nervous and I know it's not a big deal but I can't help itttt T.T I found a small lump in my breast about 6 months ago by complete accident and after some testing I decided to get surgery next week to remove it and to free myself from psychological torture lol the experts suspect it's benign but you just can't help but think the worst :/ I'm just freaking out about surgery in general and being put under and leaving a scar.. like THANKS THE ONE THING THAT'S PERFECT ABOUT MY BODY LOL OTL thanks.


THIRD.. well I dunno I guess those are the biggest things that's going on XD other than that I'm actually really happy and I've fallen back in love with art (where I kind of lost it ironically during last few years of art school) and am really trying to discipline myself to improve and be better. I have crazy aspirations too, i'll keep those secret for now cuz it's sort of embarassing haha. But I have a lot of projects cooking up both personal and group!! and I'm just excited to draw now and get anxious when I don't. I always envied those ppl who drew as if was like breathing and I think I'm going towards that direction (still really far away though haha) I used to go months, literally MONTHS without drawing a single.. hair strand.. so yeah this is a big improvement and step in the right direction.


Lastly I know I'm like the biggest flake in the world and I like to make disappearing acts often,
but I seriously do appreciate any kind of support or just people that find my art the least bit amusing. I do it because of you, because your amusement brings me pleasure. Being older now I understand I "let a lot of people down", when i was younger i didn't really see it that way, i couldn't understand how i would be letting down my "fans". I always just thought "they don't care" or "it's not a big deal", but now as someone older I get it. I know my deviantart is dead and the onus is totally on me but I know there's people out there who still might be reading this so this is for you, thanks for looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333333333

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MorbyYaoi Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
You use magic? You draw AWESOME! :D
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MorbyYaoi Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
You use magic? You draw AWESOME! :D
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MorbyYaoi Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
You use magic? You draw AWESOME! :D
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MorbyYaoi Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
You use magic? You draw AWESOME! :D
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XxFluffyPurplexX Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014
YOU ARE DAMN AMAZING! YOU DRAW PERFECTLY!<33
MY OPPAS!! [EXO] Kris ''Painfully Bad Aegyo'' Emoticon Sunny (SNSD) Sunny (SNSD) Sunny (SNSD) la in love Caramel dansen emote Heart 3D Heart - Free Frozen - HUG! Pikachu want it Double Paws Walking llama OMG ONOZ Emoticon check out this cute pokemon Heart Love Onigiri 
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jesschan Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome gallery
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LoveCountdown Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014
UYOUR ART! F I CNA'T COMPREHEND THE AWESOME NESS! FKGJBAW!
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Williamknights Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2013
It was great meeting you today at NY Comic-con.  You had such a warm personality.  I had a really hard time deciding on which prints to buy since I had to choose from three fantastic artists.  Alas, money is not infinite so I had to settle on the your bud's Samus and Yoko, and your Zero (I'm the guy named Kelley) (too bad I really wanted that Goku too come to think of it lol).  Keep making great art and I'll be watching your and your peeps from now on.  Take care!
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Sin-Q-Bus Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello fellow Canadian
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BadAttitudeInk Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Amazing work. :)
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Akai-Leech Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013
your style is awesome! It really stand out!
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TheDemonLady Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're work is amazing :squee:
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Jupitarian-Felenoid Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Muahaha I found you fellow EXOtic/K-Popper. I'm the girl who came by on Saturday(Today) and agreed that Baekhyun was a loveable but smarmy little shit as well as bought three buttons from you(Baekhyun, Lay and Baozi XD) I hope we can be friends X3
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Ninjacat234 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I remember buying your EXO buttons at Youmacon~  I'm the one who bought Tao, Kris and Lay~
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DoubleChocolateChip Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're work is amazing, highly inspirational.
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