errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... a week ago! OTL

To Centi:

Wow I'm just OVERWHELMED with GUILT... I'm REALLY SORRY that I made you think that you weren't getting anything... I can just imagin how you must've felt urghh I'm really, really sorry!!! I should've managed my time better, but instead I let myself procrastinate once again. I'm just really really sorry

I hope you like it still >.< !! even though I didn't draw Callistus's wings... I tried but just couldn't fit them in the picture It would throw off the composition and stuff, and errr, I just wasn't good at drawing them LOL... Again I'm really really sorry that I have upset you I hope you still had a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


To Watchers:

Once in a while I always seem to leave DA without notice... I know I say the same excuses over and over again like being busy with school or having family issues, so I'm sure you're extremely tired of hearing it T__T And also tired of hearing me apologize over and over again, but I'm still really sorry Initially I was going to take a "short break" that wouldn't even be noticeable to anyone (it may not have been LOL) but ugggh the longer I stay away from DA the more I DON'T WANT TO GO ON The horrible thing about this is that I have people whom I owe something to... Anyways I can't promise I won't do this again cuz I always seem to do it T___T But for now I'm BACK and I'll be more around on DA now, thanks for everything !!!

To commissioners, keychain customers, etc:

Again I apologize for being SO IRRESPONSIBLE... I don't know why I keep doing it, putting things off, it makes me feel TERRIBLE and it's always on the back of my mind, but I still do it T__T I must be a horrible person, I'm really really sorry I let you all down ... I can't possibly say anything to excuse my poor behaviour T__T I'm just extremely sorry. It must be hard to believe when I say, I'll set my head straight now and give back to you everything that I owe, because I always tend to go back on my promises... I lost all my credibility now T_____T But I do feel extremely guilty about letting you guys down ;___; so I'll make a better effort change myself! I need to! I can't let this happen again. I'm really sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!

Artist note:

err.. LOL I should really stop disappearing like that, I hate letting ppl down... and I hate coming back with lame excuses and apologies even more T___T It sounds insincere because I do it time and time again..
Anyways I actually finished this BEFORE deadline, I just wasn't finished with my drawing for ~Furipon I didn't just want to post ONE and not the other cuz thats just.. horrible LOL... So I waited until I finished the other drawing lol.. I'm not only sorry to Centi and Furipon but also the people who drew for ME LOLL :'(!! (i don't even know who they are yet )
I really haven't drawn for a month until I drew this, so I'm really rusty and stuff... I kept applying "realism" to it cuz we're doing self-portraits in art class LOL I just couldn't help it!!! But urggh I have SO MUCH to learn still, I hope I get better~


Callistus (c) Centi
Brushes are from Concept on Mac! I LOVE HIM!!!!!